Life Is So Hard

I go back to work tomorrow. I wish I could be eager to go back to the land of responsible working adults, but I'm... kind of nervous. It's not like the past two weeks were a vacation. I was bored, I was super sick and I was in pain. But even so, I liked not having to keep anything resembling a schedule. If I was tired, I went to sleep no matter what time it was because I had nowhere to be, nothing to do. I didn't have to put in my contacts or worry about hair or make-up, which normally I can't imagine not caring about about... I guess it's a byproduct of being sick.

But now I find myself on the eve of my return to work and I have to pick out some clothes for tomorrow and I know I'm going to have to (ack!) style my hair and paint my face and prepare and pack food that I may or may not have an appetite for. I know these are little things that I shouldn't be whining about, but I'm just not feeling like dealing with it and all the other stupid drama that surrounds work. I am not ready to be "mommy" to 130 adults and try to balance being careful not to hurt myself and complete my more physical tasks.

Plus, I'm really gonna miss my Brandi!

Anyway... hopefully once I get back to work, I'll get back into the swing of things and it'll be all good.